ACCEPT.

Hooray!Physics OVER!
Actually i'm really scared before the paper.Luckily,Buddha bless & everything was past.
Dunno how the result will be.Well,what can i do?
The only thing is ACCEPT.

Well,it is just the same theory with National Service.
Yea,i'm so lucky that i'm one of the ''forced'' participant.
Undeniably that i really can't accept such fact at the very beginning.
Maybe i'm too confident that i will never be so lucky.
I was not ready.However,such feeling changes during these weeks.
I can't do anything,i have to ACCEPT.

Luckily,i know how to treat those people that like to tease me.
You all won't able to hurt me.WON'T.
I should answer u all proudly,
''Yea,i'm chosen to participate ns,i will lose my 3-months-after-spm-holiday,i will not able to join u all to work at anywhere,i cannot join ur trip to wherever u all want.So what?I'll have a extremely meaningful & precious memories.You all will never touch N16 except u are an soldier,you all will never stay at Kem Tuaran except u're chosen.''

Sincerely,i'm having such thinking now.Extremely positive.
Sometimes i wonder why i will have such thinking.
I was extremely negative when i was in Form 3 &Form 4.
I can't control my emotion(or scientifically,my cerebrum) during that period.
Wow!What made me changed?
I dunno.

Maybe this is what Master Wen Jian said,''negative become positive,positive become supreme positive.'' =)
Thanks Buddha.

Of course,i have to admit that i din go to Buddha Class or any temple for a long time already.
However,thanks karma that i can study Dharma deeply when i'm joinning ns.
I'll have the opportunity to go to Ci Yin Temple every tuesday/thrusday!
Oh!SUPER NICE!!!

Again,thanks buddha.I never let myself walking out of the orbit of Dharma,i'll follow ur teaching.
I'll never forget to pray every night before i sleep.I'll never ferget that Buddha is the strongest support that leads me to another part of my life.I'll never forget that Dharma gives me the strongest strength to counter everything.

Because of Buddha&Dharma,i know which way should i choose,
Because of Buddha&Dharma,i know what to do when people try to hurt me,
Because of Buddha&Dharma,i know how to counter every problem that i meet,
Because of Buddha&Dharma,i know the way to ACCEPT everything,no matter triumph or disaster.


AMITABHA.