The Camp.

That was an annual camp. It held every year but i never ever care it.
I'm not suitable in sports and this kindda things.Some even say that i'm miss study-girl or academic-girl.
Anyway,i joinned it this year,the very last year and well, the year of changes.

I joinned it because of the 'assembly's gang' asked me to go with them. At the beginning part,i'm confused whether i should go or not. I got a lot of things to do. After weighing the pros and cons,i go.

The First Day

It surprised me that the camp was not conducted by the teachers but conducted by the army.
The coperal will be our commander.
Well,he is strict,fierce and a 'cold-blood' type of 'ladder' (he pronounced leader as ladder).
We hate him so much that we always imagine the time we punch him.Haha.
He briefed us with all the do and don't.
Oh yeah,i was grouped with my gang and my 'crush'--GH.It's so nice. Haha.

After that, we built our camp.
We slept at the basketball court.But,the guys were so much pity than us,they slept on grass.

Then,it was the cooking time.
Well,it 's my free time too. I can't cook well.
Luckily, i got cliff and he cooked for us.Haha.
It's amazing to see the teacher's car park turned to a 'kitchen' which was crowded by people and unfaded by smoke and shoot.
We cooked the food by using wood.Haha. Primitive.
The smoke wet my eyes.

Shower time.
All of us rushed to the toilet and grabbed the opportunity to clean up ourselves.
Like what Ustad. said. Zero-cooperation.No one will please you at that time.
And gosh,there's no water.
I was halved soaped and halved unsoaped.
Luckily,my friend passed ma another pail of water.
Anyway,the stupid-damn whistle is blown.
Some of the camper not even showered or ate yet.

We were so happy at night as the teachers will conduct the whole activity.
I was so glad-without-helpless when i heard Ustad. asked us bear with the coperal. He knew it without our words. He talked things which can diffuse directly to all of our arteries and veins. He is wise and i like him. =)
Maybe,this is what religious do. Look through our eyes and detect everything from our mind.
After some group activities,we hit our head on sacks on almost 12.oo am.
Oh yeah,in the activity GH showed his handsome style,soo charm.I love it. Haha =D
p.s. The guys slept on the wet grass as it rainned and they were exposed as the bites of mosquitoes. Pity. =p GH told me he can't sleep,haiz.=p

The Second Day

Woke up on 4.25am. Almost everyone was waken by afraidness.Haha.
Then,we gathered at the opan hall after the 'wisel-azimat' is blown. (Actually we named it Disastrous Whistle)
We lined up and had our senamrobik. The poco-poco dance was so fun. (I caught it up,okay?) Well,i think this is the first time i saw GH dancing. It's charming even though he was stucked most of the time. =)

After breakfast,we listened to a talk about leaders.(Should i spell it 'ladder' like what our coperal did?Haha.)
Then,we cooked again.As we had hiking after that,we cooked simple cooking only.
Again, the 'kitchen' was unfaded by smoke and shoot. This is the first time i saw GH with a pair of red eyes. Pity him. Just like me,he never cook at home.Thus,he was just looking here and there and delivering the table salt.Haha. He's smart in study but looked numb in cooking. =p

After having our lunch,we went hiking. It's a disaster for me,seriously. It was rainning and the jungle floor was so wet. We walked in the rain and all 'four-eye' campers had a very blur sight. Including,my crush and me.
He walked at front and i'm at the back. Fortunately.
Or not, he will see the time when i just A STEP TO DEATH.
Well,here comes the story.
There's a very incline part and we had to do 'soil-ski'//'meluncur tanah'.
I took the wrong step and i fall at the middle of the walkway. I hold the rope with all of the energy i had. At that spot,all people were so nervous, i will fall into the middle of jungle JUST IN ONE-STEP.
Chong or Azmil,dunno which(i'm less concious at that time,what i knew is just i wanna be ALIVE),held me and shouted at me,everyone knew i'm less concious and they wanted me to stay calm. I crawled to the end of that part.
It's really a NIGHTMARE. Amitabha. Thanks Lord Buddha to hold me up and bless me at the very dangerous time.
I continue after that part, i almost collapsed.
I can't talk and recognise people at that time. It's very scary.

When we reached the destination,i'm exhausted. However,azmil and hillary asked me about my stamina,again and again.

*Hillary--''Tan,are u okay?I'm so symphatise towards you. You need water?or you need rest?''
*Azmil -- ''Are you okay?I'm so scared that you will fall just now.Why your face is so pale?Take a deep breath and sit.I scared you will collapse. You want any water?Mine one had finished.(after looking here and there) Diana got water.(He shouted to Diana and get the water for me)''

Azmil is my benefactor.Oh,Thank Buddha. I saw his good side when he rescued me.(although he always bully me and kacau me before)

My face is pale at that time.Very pale. (i hope it was pale like the Cullen's family,haha,crazy.)And, i can't talk. Maybe it's because i had not enough of oxygen.

Oh yeah.I found out something at that time.My crush--GH.He looked at me again and again with his charm eyes.I tried to escape from him,i don't wanna stand beside him(despite i had to). But,karma played me. Finally,i had to stand beside him. He looked at me for times and he always took a glance when he knew i saw it. He helped me to pass Diana's bottle. I'm so weird.Maybe because i can't talk, i observed more. And i saw his spectacles were unfaded with water vapour. I gave him my spectacles' cloth. He was blurred at the beginning,as i din talk,after 3 seconds he knew it.He thanked me with the sincere and most charming pairs of eyes. It melts my heart. Oh!

And then,Mr.Donny said i'm too pale so i had no need to walk to school.I went to school by Mr.Donny's car. He is so kind that he went to buy me a 100 plus.He said i should take in some minerals as i'm lack of it.

After reaching school,i still can't talk.I went for bath. Then,i got a bottle of water and took a lot of oxygen under the fan. I saw GH looked here and there. Perhaps looking for me. After resting,i went to the 'kitchen' to see what they did. We cooked a lot as it is the last night. His group is just beside mine.He walked here and there and always came to my place. Asked for things that he might know and he din pray.Oh my! Perhaps he wanna know how am i as i talk less at that time.Somehow,i talked to him,without repulsion. =)

Then,we got culture night.Every group had great performance.All of us enjoyed it very much even though we were tired. After the ocassion,all of us prepare our things and wanna sleep. Suddenly,the Disastrous Whistle is blown loudly. Some of the campers even ran from the camp despite they just fall sick. The coperal asked us to lined up,report things and that's all! Shit.Disturbing people from sleep and dream just for stupid things.

The Third Day

I woke up at 4.30am.When i wanna go and get my toothbrush and other things,the whistle is blown. Oh my! GH was more pity,he was waken by the blown of Disastrous Whistle.We lined up,then,ran for 500m,kawad and sing-along-a-long song.(This is only lucky group not withcoperal,thanks god).Those with coperal,so pity,ran and ran. =p

Then,after report,the new group 'ladder'(hmph!) divded our jobs.Some ate,some bath and some clan up their things. Ustad. talked to me and i think what he said was super right. =)

After the closing ceremony,we went back. Everything's end.

Overall,the camp is nice actually,the coperal did everything for our own good. Now,the camp is finished. But i'm just like still indulge in the memory.I enjoyed myself in the camp.Back to the reality,still a lot of things to do.Trial,Debate,Quiz and a lot.I really don't wanna come back to the reality.Even though it was disaster,but i wanna choose it rather than choosing the reality.In the camp,no stress and no tension,I can see GH everytime(except for the sleeping time).Haha.

p.s. in the camp,i felt the silence. =)Dunno him.

I know i got a lot of things to do now but i still wanna write this post.I must express my feelings.It seems like i've totally change the camp life to my routine.It's a habit to listen to the whistle now.Haha. Just now looked for my whistle but i can't get it. I want to save this memory,permanently.

I love the camp and i indulge in it.Now and whenever i'm tired. It will be my very precious and infinite memory.Jet'aime and Merci to all. =)

Now,have to back into the reality,even though i don't want to.

The road of future life.Lord Buddha bless me.

Amitabha.