Saturday, March 14, 2009

a lot!!!

Oops!Long time din online d.My blog finally growing mosses...=.='
Erm, these days really bad and blue,especially this week! OMG!
Black Friday....Blue Saturday...
A lot of different experiences and feelings wanna expresss!!!
Point by point,

Kao Fu great relationship with his 1 and only =)

It's really weird when i observing this kao fu with another personality.He turns very gentle and soft,suddenly.Well,be4 that i owez think that everyone will show the best self without any hitch in front of one's beloved(man or woman either).Out of my theory,kao fu perform his very real self in front of his 1.And to my surprise,his gf accepts both his weakness and gd side.I finally gt a very very strong believe and trust to the phrase 'TRUE LOVE'.

Love is not performing ur good side to ur one,but showing the real personality with hitches and love. =)

FLOOD!!!

Wow!!This is what only i can say.Cantonese gt 1 idiom'欺山莫欺水'.5 mins b4 that,our home Maria only said the word'Water!',5mins after that whole downstairs covered by water!!!I mean 'milo',water plus soil!!!OMG!Scary....That time only 3 of us at home,really dunno what to do.All totally out of experience!Zero-experience!!!We carried all those things to upstair with the strength dunno from where.And we try to do whatever we can.But,when the water flow in the lightning speed,actually,we can juz do nothing!B4 this i never think that flood is scary,totally numb with all those news.After experienced it,i really have to pray.I scare.I scare whole Tenom will be covered by the bloody scary 'milo',I scare more and more children again lost in the water.I scare people will suffer as now we got extremely bad economic problm.I know actually I can do nothing.What i can do is only pray for safe and peace.Turn vegeterian bek until this situation turns better and better.Buddha,please release all the organisms from sufferibf these.Please.

Om vadjra dharmma hrih!

Aunt Mcoh and Ka Vun's wedding

Wedding suppose to be a very happy ocassion for all.Like what Sis Wawa told me,the best day of the year,for all couples.However,i'm really surprise that wedding is actually extremely BUSY!Can't eat,can't sleep and cnt even smile widely!Oh,I feel really pity or actually distressed.They turn slimer and slimer.Oh Buddha!Bless them.All the best for tomorrow wedding!

I'll cross my fingers to both of u!Congrats and Love u two!!!

YunMa!

(Soli,KY,i saw SPSGM call her that,i use this too)

Last year event,10-01-2008,I'll never 4gt.After gt know to the event,I shocked!I dunno what can i do,I dunno how to consult ky and his family,I dunno what will help them the most.What i can do is juz praying and praying.I pray the most i can, i tried my best to care,to know and to help.I owez care and gt know about them.As a friend,real friend.I'm glad when i saw them gt involved in the sabah wesak day(buddha bless them),I'm glad when i saw all ppl support ky to do what he wants,I'm happy when i saw yunma at guang ji si today.I saw her enjoying at the cooking area,enjoying the lunch,I'm glad to c her turned to laughters,I'm glad to c her talking excitedly to those aunties.

I'm glad.It's a kind of different happiness.Hard to say but deep in the heart.

I admire her.I saw her photo b4,she is so pretty and grace.And nw after the event,i saw her again.Still grace but can c the aging problms.I'm destressed.Entirely.Eye is the soul of mind.I owez believe that.I c the painful and pity in her eyes,but i c the determination too.I admire her.Entirely.From head to the foot!!!

I learnt a lot from her and the family.Her determination and care.It makes me appreciate my relationship with ppl and family members.Thx!Merci!!!!!

YunMa,Gambateh!U might dunno who am i,but i'll still owez cross my fingers for u and ur family.

Guang Ji Si

Guang Ji Si,owez the best place for me.I love there.Dunno how to say it but i experienced a buddha term----法喜充满.Another happiness wheni c kiu aunt,those aunties,teachers and even SPSGM.I wanna go there and i'll move there as i can.To maintain my enthusiast!

Guang Ji Si,Je t'aime!!!

Dearest Pn.Lian(The one and only)

Finally,Pn.Lian left us and went to Ken Hwa,my dream school.Well,i admit, feel sad and i dun wan it happen if i m given the opportunity to choose.But,actually,it's a gd news to her,to move and reach the peak.Anger boils my blood as most of those chung hwa's ppl very hapi about it.Y?She is good enough!Undeniably,i felt more becoz she's my personal caunselor.She's really good.She helped a lot and she's very good in managing herself.She's gone.Some1 can substitute her as her special personality for me?SURE NO!!!

She'll be the only one.FOREVER.

p.s.thx dominic,u are rlly gd in drawing!!!Merci!and gambateh...=)

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